Been a while....

Well, its been a while since I have posted here... So, I figured I should....

Bobby left on 2-21.. That was sad.. But we are 1wk shy of 1 month down so, that's good..lol..
We are doing OK. We have been sick like crazy these last few weeks! Its like it never ends!
Bobby wants to me to start getting ideas in JAX. Looking around for good areas and schools, as well as for houses. He even wants me to call a realtor.. This should be interesting...LOL
He said I should be completely moved out of my apartment by July.. Thats like 3 months! Again, WOW!

Hunter, is doing great. He is SO smart and doing great in school. He turned 4yrs on Feb 10th! I actually cried! I cant believe I have a 4yr old!
Bobby and I took him to CiCi's pizza for his bday dinner. The just 2 of us then, we took him to TRU to buy a birthday toy! He got a Thomas Train thing, of course :)

Gianna, is getting SO big! She is 3mths now. She is rolling over, giggling, and scooting all over her bed! She is WAY to young to be doing all that! Its insane!
She is on Soy formula now... She didnt tolerate the Milk base very well.. Anthony couldnt either.. He actually broke out in a rash. But, Gianna hasnt so, thats a positive. Maybe she will grow out of the milk issues...

Anthony is well Anthony! :) He is going to be 2 on April 5th!! I just cant believe it! He is too smart too! He is talking up a storm! Everytime he opens his mouth he says something new! I love it! He doesnt to torture is big brother, i'll tell ya! Its too funny!

Bobby and I are doing pretty well. We are working on things still.. But, so far so good...

Ok, I'nm going to end this now... Need to play the role of Mommy again..LOL..

Ho Hum..

Yesterday, I went and got a mani and pedi.. It was WONDERFUL! I am SO going back to doing this OFTEN! :)

Hunter has been bad lately.... Attitude, rude, and ya know stabbing his brother with forks.. YES with forks! Urg!
This boy definitely needs an attitude adjustment.... He went from being SO good to being SO bad.

Bobby will be flying in tomorrow. Its going to be so nice to have him home. Just sucks that its really the last time we get to see him before he leaves for 6 months. But, the positive is that once he comes back home we will be together again as a family for the next 3 yrs! YAY!

I was totally planing on writing more but, Anthony is in there screaming because he doesn't want to nap...
I have family coming and SO much to do before Bobby gets here in the morning... Urg!

Its going to be a LONG day....

Rambles

Sitting here bored.. Listening to Little Bear on the TV, and the rain hitting my window. Trying to pass time until Hunter and I go to dinner together. He wants CiCi's Pizza. Gosh he is just like his daddy. Bobby LOVES that place..LOL..
Speaking of Bobby.. His ship pulled in yesterday. He is going crazy in VA trying to get things done before he heads down here to FL. He doesn't want to have to worry about anything when we all get to VA for his ship deploying.
I cant wait for him to get here... But, at the same time its so weird. I almost have to FIGHT to keep the connection between us, on MY part. He says he doesnt feel that there are any issues but, to me their are. We both agreed that living apart was the WORST decision we ever made. Our marriage was hard before and now its even harder. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE him SO much. But trying to keep a marriage together when you spend 18 months apart with 3 kids, and only once and a while visits is hard. Especially, when he is in a different state basically living as a bachelor... I know that some military wives are apart from their husbands WAY longer and never seen them but, i almost rather that, then having him running around 700miles away, and having the coming and going thing going on... Just sucks and addes a lot of crap to deal with then needs to be.
He doesnt feel the same as me....
YES, he HATES being a part.
YES, he misses up more than anything.
YES, he knows this is was the worst decision we ever made.
YES, he NEVER plans on living apart again..

Urg... Anyway.. Baby G is crying... She probably needs a new tush and some lovin'...

Shopping

I LOVE shopping!
It definitely is an addiction!

I have some baby girl clothes I need to sell... Then I can justify buying new stuff :)

I'm just going to say... Why pay to go to a therapist, when you can get retail therapy and pay for things you can keep!

I hate not hearing from him.....

Urg!
What a pain in the ass Bobby's ship can be! I HATE when they mess with the email. I haven't heard from Bobby is almost 48hrs. I HATE THAT! When its off for this long on a fast cruise that means something is usually wrong. I HATE worrying!
If it was Bobby then they would have called me by now... (I hope!)
But, still.. I miss him SO much and when they go and turn off email and I don't hear from him, I panic and worry...
I miss him SO much. I know he will be here in a week and half but, the kids and I only get to be with him for a short time before he deploys AGAIN!

I can not wait till he is off the ship... We get 3yrs with him home! Even though I am sure he will make me crazy and I will be begging for him to leave again...LOL.. But, that's the way...
I cant wait till the kids have their daddy back.. They miss him SO much. Especially Hunter... He loves his Daddy SO much.
Anthony LOVES him so much too but, I don't think he really understands yet.. And well Gianna, is totally oblivious to the world around her...LOL.. I do know Bobby misses them WAY more then they miss him.... But, we have to keep reminding ourselves that this is whats best for our family...

I just hope that email comes on soon.. I miss him SO much...

Hunter went off to school this morning... I REALLY hope he has a good day. I am SO worried about the way he has been acting lately.
I underdstand their have been nothng but changes the last 9 months but, I worry SO much about him. I know he misses his daddy. We all miss him but, I wish that I knew a way to help Hunter cope with everything better.
Our Mommy and Hunter Day Out was FUN but, I don't think he was even phased by it. We came home and we walked in the door and he instantly started with his attitude and being mean.
He is SO smart, sweet, loving, and a GREAT help. This isnt my Hunter. Plus, I know he isnt feeling well because of this crazy ass weather we have been having here in FL. His allergies have gone crazy, too!
I love my Hunter SO much. I am determind to make him feel better and help his deal with all this crap that we all have to go through...

Anthony has been a good boy this morning (so far). He sat and watched TV, drank his milk, let me get him dressed. He should be going down for his nap soon too.
Jeeeze, he was up at 6:30am! Kid is nuts, waking up that early!..LOL
Not that it was to big of a deal..Gianna started about the same time this morning too...

To top off all that I totally forgot that I ran out of coffee... Thank god my mother in law came over to take Hunter to school this morning... She stopped at Starbucks and picked me up a Peppermint Mocha Venti! YUMMMY!
That women is GREAT sometimes..LOL :}

I need to go lay Anthony down, go potty, email Bobby back, then I think I will lay down while the 2 littles ones sleep. Hopefully, Gianna stays sleeping for a bit.. I doubt it though, because I SWEAR she knows when I am wanting some extra rest time... Darn kid!..HEHEHE

Welcome!

I started this blog, I guess to just get things out and as a release... My life is kind of hetic. Being a Navy wife and a mommy to 3 wonderful children.
In this blog you will read about how crazy my kids are and make me..LOL.. As well as the hardships and the perks to being a navy wife.